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sHAn hU hAi

2006-07-16T21:26:00.000-07:00

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Blog updates

2006-04-21T20:05:00.000-07:00

Haven been updating my blog.. For the past three weeks, been quite busy.. exams coming, all my tuition lessons double up.. Then have to help ah thiam to do web and find something..

But, for the past few weeks, i have been getting treats from regulars and my past students.. Haha.. Think i have to draw up some plans to exercise..

Will update again..

说爱我

2006-03-18T07:36:00.000-08:00

我的眼睛并不向往另一片天空
禁止进入爱情是我说的
谁也听不见这种孤单真可怜
多爱一次就多些寂寞
你为什么还是不懂我要的自由
一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为快乐最后会粉碎
人最孤单的时候绝不会掉眼泪
说爱我在我的耳边对我说
我已经真的太久忘了这种心动
爱太难了解了我们还看不懂
那一些心酸快乐有多少还很真呢
说爱我用你的手心温暖我
就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想躲我要的并不多
一起看天空好吗最后一分钟
一起看天空好吗最后爱我
说爱我

再一次拥有

2006-03-18T07:34:00.000-08:00

我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔
紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬

失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容
只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

瑞

2006-03-12T05:22:00.000-08:00

床底的灰尘从那天起就忘了什么是微笑
它问落下的枫叶可否知道
微笑是不是一种必要
枫叶继续随风而落被那个问题考到
灰尘默默地往床边的墙靠
无神的双眼往下扬的嘴角
就连一旁的蜘蛛都受不了
灰尘数了数惊觉蜘蛛原来有八只脚
蜘蛛告诉灰尘微笑在东方某处但得自己寻找
灰尘再一次惊觉原来它的智慧那么高
灰尘一溜烟地往东方跑
却不知蜘蛛那句话的最后是个逗号
微笑就像火需要氧气燃烧
而快乐就是微笑的燃料

2006-03-12T03:58:00.000-08:00

florian rainer

Live in the world of my own. In this tiny little space. Lonely? But at least with peace.

by Dariusz Nowicki

At the lowest ebb of my life. Where are you my angel?

Chao Sianz~

2006-03-07T01:56:00.000-08:00

Wow.. Going to finish my service already still feel so sian and moody.. Tonite got soccer match.. Hmmm...

曹操

2006-02-20T17:54:00.000-08:00

不是英雄不读三国
若是英雄怎么能不懂寂寞
独自走下长板坡,月光太温柔
曹操不罗嗦,一心要那荆州
用阴谋阳谋明说暗夺,淡薄
东汉末年分三国,烽火连天不休
儿女情长没法执着,有谁来煮酒
尔虞我诈是三国,说不清对与错
纷纷扰扰千百年以后,一切又从头
独自走下长板坡,月光太温柔
曹操不罗嗦,一心要那荆州
用阴谋阳谋明说暗夺,淡薄
东汉末年分三国,烽火连天不休
儿女情长,被乱世左右,有谁来煮酒
尔虞我诈是三国,说不清对与错
纷纷扰扰千百年以后,一切又从头

JJ Lin - Wayne

Just a bit more... But... ...

2006-02-16T18:07:00.000-08:00

一天一天日日夜夜
面对面既相处也同眠
一点一点逐渐逐渐
便发现纵相对却无言
静净默默望着熟悉的背面
一弯身影原来离我多么的远
像天涯那一端没法行前一寸

我留着你在身边
心仍然很远
也许终于都有天
当你站在前面
但我分不出这张是谁的脸
我留着你在身边
心仍然很远
我想伸手拉近点
竟触不到那边
就欠一点点
但这一点点却很远

触摸得到揣摩不到
这么近那么远却仍然
相宿相妻不声不响
我跟你已改变已无言
静静默默望着陌生的背面
心中所想原来离我多么的远
像天涯那一端没法行前一寸

我留着你在身边
心仍然很远
也许终于都有天
当你站在前面
但我分不出这张是谁的脸
我留着你在身边
心仍然很远
我想伸手拉近点
竟触不到那边
就欠一点点
但这一点点却很远

In a rude rude world

2006-02-16T17:17:00.000-08:00

Just realise that nowadays teenagers or rather youngersters are getting less respectful and lacking of social etiquette.. Of course, this cannot apply to the general teenagers of the society. I am just referring to some of the incidents that i have encounter..

Encounter 1: Someone just hang up the phone with even saying morning, hello or byebye when i called certain agency to enquire for some things.. Though it is alright for me, i just feel that it is not right to hang up people's phone (except prank call or something la) even if you have any reasons. I am not pissed by people hanging up my phone, but it leaves a bad impression.

Today suppose to have a dota match with my frens.. But i guess i cannot make it..

One of my best frens in OSC is facing crisis.. Shall call him someday to talk to him.. Hope he will be fine

Fun and tiring

2006-02-14T23:47:00.000-08:00

Hohoho... V-day and Gwennie's birthday just over.. Tired but very fun.. Will try to post some pics later.. Pics with Jumpo. very very nice...

I like the haoffy's menu.. finally can get to eat something from that restaurant..

Also, have been spending so much money.. so guilty.. have to watch my wallet already.. cannot overspend..

Shall continue with my 'three times a week' exercise.. starting tml...

Life is unfair

2006-02-09T03:33:00.000-08:00

Phew~~ Finally have the time to sit down to blog...

Today when i was at the housing board, i am super upset.. I feel that life is really really unfair.. Why the rich always get richer? Why some people are taller than others? Why some people can naturally sing so well? Its not that i envy them or something.. Its that when i sit down and think of my own life, so different from others, and there are lots of burden i carry.. Someone told me that having a mole on your shoulder means you have a burden in life.. mine is like dunno how many hundreds on mine.. haha.. exaggerated..

I was super upset in the afternoon.. Moody.. no mood to eat.. Blaming my own hectic life.. There are times when i really want to give up.. But luckily, there are still people ard me showing care for me.. I believe the person up there also watches over me.. God gave me the strength to move on.. and someone gave me the support.. i really appreciate it.. NUT..

Fight or flight.. I feel that to fight is the best flight.. I will continue to face my problems with courage and confident that the hard times will go away.. I can do it.. With the support of NUT and the strength of Him..

2006-02-03T23:07:00.000-08:00

Suddenly have a thought in my mind: There is a price to pay for any decision made. No matter what kind of decision you made, you have to be responsible for it and bear the consequence (be it good or bad)

Today having steamboat for dinner.. Wanna fatten myself up..

My new year resolution: Have to exercise at least 3 times a week.. Haha.. This will aid in my singing as well, at least to certain extend..

Looking for nice nice coloured tissue paper.. anyone know where to buy? or is it possible to paint and draw on tissue paper? Hmmmm...

Chinese new year coming

2006-01-23T19:27:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.. after so many days of mc.. Really feel that i am full time slacker at home.. Haha.. don feel like going back to work.. Still cannot figure out how to post photo in blogs.. have to consult jx, th or sc help..

Chinese new year is round the corner. But cant feel the joy of the festive season. Maybe i grown up already? But this year i am not going back to celebrate. Some of my relatives staying here to celebrate with us. Yea~~

Extraction of WISDOM TOOTH

2006-01-19T19:12:00.000-08:00

This is the third day after i extracted my all my wisdom tooth and the second molar. Face not as swollen as what jx had exaggerated. But still in pain. Hope that i recover by then to eat yummy reunion dinner. This year, i am not going back to malaysia. :(

Haha. Its a surprise that i actually updated my blog. Gonna rest well at home!

Changes

2005-05-25T17:58:00.000-07:00

Hai~~ Dou shuo le.. I really don like changes.. even my niece misunderstand me.. But I think I keep too much to myself already.. but its really hard for me to voice it out.. only God understand.. Hai~~ in a super sianzness mood now.. no one knows what I am thinking cos I did not even bother to tell them.. no one knows what exactly happen to me cos I don want to tell them.. Still accepting some facts that happened exactly one year ago.. It has been a heavy burden for me.. when can I put it down?

Don ask me what happen or why.. Cos I don think I will tell you all.. If you really really insist on asking me, i may juz smoke my way through.. but i really don want to use my smoking skill already.. i only use that in OSC.. to the regulars.. not to my dear frens.. I really treasure you all but its just that i don have much time and that my schedule is volatile( rehearsal only takes up 40% of my free time.. the rest is due to other things that i am obliged to do but i don wish to say..) hope that ys and others don feel that i drift away from you all.. and i not purposely PS some of you all one..

Just buy me dou jiang with you tiao..

God I pray for strength and encouragement.. Performance on 29th May.. Near Eunos MRT.. Think so..

-_-''

2005-05-02T19:34:00.000-07:00

Woah~~ This is irritating.. Feel quite uneasy at my throat since yesterday.. Though its not sore throat ya.. I have been drinking lots and lots of water.. Visited to toilet say a few hundreds times already ( well, trying to exaggerate only)

Haha.. Still have performance in May.. 21 and the 22 will be at sentosa.. haha.. okie.. then the 29th still not sure where will it be held..

Not used to coming back to OSC after so long break.. haha.. Really feel like going to ORD soon.. Less than one year.. haha.. counting down..

Hope sijie master her chords that i had given her.. then we can approached hui xiang already.. haha..

A Success!!

2005-04-25T01:01:00.001-07:00

Haha.. yest performance at chong pang audit was a success.. thanks and everyone did well..

woke up quite early in the morning yest.. esther called me at 5.20am.. piang~~.. but no choice la.. have to warm up cos i also have the morning slot de...

morning ok ok la.. hehez.. but then the most fun is in the afternoon one... hehez.. think i really gone crazy.. haha.. but i like the one with wende and my xing qing.. haha.. that is the best part i feel.. hehez... i am very sorrie with andrew.. haha.. a bit cock up but still okie.. hehez.. cos i last min then know which part i suppose to sing.. hehez..

then.. haha.. i saw someone.. astonished.. shocked.. haha.. bcos... .. .. hehez.. think better not to say here.. haha.. or else.. hehez.. but then.. 1st time i find it hard to open my mouth and ask pple things.. haha.. prob i was too shocked at.. hehez.. shall remain as a secret.. looking forward to partnership..

A Success!!

2005-04-25T01:01:00.000-07:00

Tired.. ..

2005-04-22T02:12:00.000-07:00

Recently what i have been busy with i also dunno.. haha.. Diaoz.. me now feel that my whole body is in flame.. prob sunburn after have a refreshing swim with Alwyn Chow today.. wuahaha...

This coming sunday.. a one day performance at chong pang audit.. guess what? have to wake up at 6.15am!!!! kaoz.. then what is my 1st song? yong qing by jeff chang.. sianz diao.. hope that nothing will happen.. wuahahaha...

supposed to have one audition today.. but then hai~~ don wanna say le.. i totally sianz with that person.. i think next time i will put her a last priority.. cos she keep changing time with me.. for 4 times in a row... oh faint.. then all cancellation is all last min.. upset all my schedule for the week...

later still got rehearsal.. hope that i will get those dance step correct... haha.. and today is the 1st time i am doing that street + hip dance.. kaoz.. though its a short one.. haha...

oh yar.. there is one very strange thing.. i saw one gal that look very alike to my fren, mich.. hrm.. still suspecting whether she is her sister anot.. haha... but then i have a very good impression of her.. hehez.. i like her attitude alot.. hehez..

will blog more if have time.. hehez.. i know i have not updated my blog for some time.. hehez..

Clashes!!

2005-04-10T19:16:00.000-07:00

Oh no.. Just got a news that i have one performance on the 24th this month.. Sunday.. Oh no!! Clash with my duty.. sianz.. dunno can change duty anot.. and i also don have the mood to change duty lei.. haiya..

What do you all think? should i change my duty ma? its a whole day performance i suppose.. gonna be the MC for that performance also.. hai~~

tml going to amk kbox with shengie.. long time nv see him already.. wahaha... and xuan ming elders... haha.. looking forward to the singing session tml neh.. muahahaha...

Oh yar.. i am quite surprised that one of my students mom bought present ( i was so shocked.. tot they only ask me to stay for dinner?) for me and ask me to stay for dinner.. haha.. they are all very good pple sia.. so in order to reciprocate her kindess, i played a song and sing for them.. seemed like the piano at their house is more like an ornament to the room.. left untouched for somt time already.. haha.. juz hope that she will do well for her A levels this year.. so as not to disappoint her mom.. from NJC.. should be no prob la.. correct? haha..

gonna be a hectic week.. hai~~ alot stuff packed till mua mua already.. eh hin nei.. haha..

update you guys again on my performances..

The one about ou xiang...

2005-04-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

Haha... So farnie.. a few days ago got to know that i become an ou xiang.. erm.. really dunno what to say.. hehez.. hope that my fans will be fine and wish them good luck for their exams...

Will i be expecting flowers? chocolate? during my next performance or something? hehez..

today went to see a doc liao.. yes.. now feel much much better already..

Oh ya.. JJ cd is already out.. quite cheap.. and have 13+1 new songs.. hehez.. not bad ar...

Coughing !@#$!@#

2005-04-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

Hai.. I muz be not eating enuff apple recently.. Tml need to go see a doctor.. haha.. Hope that my cough can faster heal.. don like to fall sick.. haha..

Will blog again..

More performances coming up!!

2005-04-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

Just got to know that there will be 7 performances ( of which 4 are confirmed) in June.. Sianz diao~~.. sure rehearse till i kong ka kiao, pi to ka... See how..

Hrm.. Monday is xm last day already.. gonna have a last bball match with brawn.. haha.. Shengie also lor.. muz be enjoying his life at home.. another hopkinsian.. haha.. who knows i may end up in hopkins as well.. haha..

Recently quite tired from many training and rehearsal and tuition.. Falling sick soon.. gonna see a doctor soon... muz be i have not been eating apple recently la.. So doctor want to see me.. wuhahaha.. Diao~~

That gay yang.. ( oops should be beng yang already..) Have exams cannot come Kbox with us.. dunno try to 'date' him how long already.. haha.. still so busy as ever.. dunno what he is doing.. Huan xi should be very hua hi now lor.. after monday.. i will be quite sianz.. three men.. sianz..

Haha.. will blog again..

Updates@@!!

2005-03-31T21:58:00.000-08:00

Haha.. I am highly in demand to create more post.. So.. I shall update you all on my stuff.. Wuhahaha.. okie..

Hmm... This coming June, there are 7 performances.. going to Kong Ka Kiao already.. Don even know how to handle.. apply leave?? Hmm.. we shall see..

Besides that, Zai zhong and my uncle ( really my uncle) ask me.. 'ey you want to join the channel U singing competition anot?'.. Yes.. that is the project superstar.. so i went in to the channel U website and @@... wow kaoz~~ sooOOo large scale competition.. me surely Kong ka yiao yiao one.. haha.. no la.. if this is the chinese version of singapore idol, i surely withdraw.. haha.. i think it is too AA liao.. haha..

Will update you guys on the details of my performances when nearer to June..

Oh ya.. also, haha.. going to have a class chalet and BBQ session in May.. Anticipating it for some time liao.. haha.. Reminisce the olden days with my classmates.. haha..

will blog again.. muhahaha..

Super CockUp

2005-02-19T08:30:00.000-08:00

Sianz... today show is super cock lei... hai~~ think suay man.. muz go pray more already... where got so coincidence one.. for two times my mic have prob in their volume and there is no invert... sianz~~ and i super gan jiong lor... dunno how to tell them my mic prob..

hmmm.. but then this one is really a v v v good experience for me.. now know how to talk more cock and roughly know how to handle such a situation liao ^__^.. hope my next show at esplanate will not cock up like this one.. haha..

I am SicK

2005-02-12T19:42:00.000-08:00

Hai~~ DunNo how come recently so sianz then now falling sick already... Arrgh.. the warcraft CD yang yang borrowed me cannnot be installed.. tat means i cant install frozen throne as well.. sianz diao.. cant go play online..

I keep forgetting the Wo ni de shou lyrics lei.. die le.. cant remember how??? hmmm.. 3rd of march have a performance at esplanate.. tic $38 and $28.. haha.. i bet Mr Leo would not want to go but its okie... haha..

I am a bit sianz and depressed these few days lei.. dunno how come new year don have new year mood.. this year don seem good to me.. =< .. sianz diao..

This Coming Year

2005-02-09T19:26:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.. have a very bad feeling that this coming chicken year is going to be a very very bad year for me.. have lotsa things to think about and things seem like not very smooth for me... whatever i do, i feel that i am very suay.. i shall not elaborate on it.. juz that i am kinda sianz, sad, confused and feel that i am cursed in some ways...

now.. the performance on the 19th is at 8pm around the MRT station... they say its a carnival or a dinner i think.. haha... and the song that i am going to sing is finalise! that is.. wo ni de shou by guang liang... as for the other song, will use it for a performance which is coming in March... hehez...

握你的手
作词:姚若龙作曲:光良编曲:吕圣斐

山顶的风凉的想钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星一坠落就不停

我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦的凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得也该让你远离

握你的手坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔是停止(再)挽留

握你的手像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手都为了再握手
但这一次是为了放手

To say actually, the lyrics by yao wen long always so weird one.. many times i sing wrong still juz pass it over like that... haa..

Preparation of Song

2005-02-06T20:45:00.000-08:00

心甘情愿
作词:姚若龙作曲:潘协庆编曲:王豫民

你心里有段未完成的爱恋
听说那种遗憾最魂萦梦牵
当你决定要陪在我身边
老实说我的快乐并不完全

其实我并不常梦想得太远
付出当时也总是不知不觉
可以帮你实现一点心愿
有阳光好象搭着我的肩

爱就是一份心甘情愿
不在乎情路风霜雨雪
抱一抱就抵过万语千言
手牵手就敢去海角天边

爱就是一份心甘情愿
不计较是否情深缘浅
越曲折会留下越多纪念
闭上眼还够我们回味数十年

如果说每个人一辈子
都有机会见幸福一次
不要别人要你教我认识
幸福是一首多美多难的诗

Kaoz.. this is the song i think i most probably will sing on 19th Feb.. hmmmm... its a soft rock song.. alot of dynamics and the use of staccato is needed.. muz have good pitching.. this song will test one on their flexibility of their vocal cos it has lots of variation.. haha...

After my operation!

2005-02-03T20:29:00.000-08:00

Kaoz.. this is damn sianz man... i am going to rot at home already... practically cant go anywhere.. hai~~ hmmm.. think i still need some time to organise this blog.. of cos, i will need zai gavin help...

I will be having another performance at Kallang on the 19th feb.. the time is not confirm yet.. will sing guang liang song: wo ni de shou, xin gan qing yuan or Ou de yang shu shu shu... haha...

Juz realise that i cant go for my dance lesson! shit! i am missing out alot.. sianz.. got a lot to catch up again.. hahax... now then realise that going back to OSC not a bad thing.. at home really bored me to death...

Starting

2005-01-27T22:22:00.000-08:00

Well... Starting up another blog today.. Let me begin by introducing myself 1st.. i am.. i am a very very great fan of sHe.. (ahem HEBE).. haha.. crazy about her for about 4 years already.. hope that one day i can really step up on a stage with her. ( dream dream only la.. think is not possible but still trying.. haha)

Introduction

Hmmm.. what else can i say.. well.. i have one dad, one mom, one elder brother who is married already.. Kaoz.. so early hor.. i am only 20 this yr lor.. besides, i have one niece, always complain things to her.. and only she know most of my prob ya.. still got one qing ren yang yang and mistress wei wei.. They are my better frens in NYJC.. haha.. yes.. i was from Nanyang Junior College.. hehez... got one precious meimei Dodah and da jie da ( da jie very take care of me de..) Not forgetting my tang mei ling ling and my frens in OSC.. great to know you pple.. and all my frens..

My passion

Well... of cos my passion is in music.. like to sing and sometimes nothing to do sit down and compose all kinds of weird songs which i think cannot make it one... always go KBOX with my niece and will start pastering her about my singing techniques.. haha.. Heard from my tang mei that i still got 0.7-0.9 marks lower than.. .. .. haha.. i will ganbatte and work hard for it.. watch it.. i will improve de.. ganbatte me neh!